There are many things that I am afraid of: spiders, snakes, dark alleys… but I am not afraid to suffer. I know that it is only for a small time. It is not forever. I have so much pain and disability right now. And this is something that I must say upfront. There are manyContinue reading “I’m Not Afraid to Suffer for You”
Category Archives: Life
Has anyone actually went through all of their emails including advertisements? I don’t mean those that have opened a new account and read the like 5 new emails. I mean an established email account that has been used one various sites. I mean emails that come from “Purple mattress” and “Erin Condren”. I mean onesContinue reading “E-mail”
Revelations of Mine
I write at times in the middle of the day or night randomly. Then as I reread what I have written, it then seems to me a jumbled mess, almost as if I did a brain dump just to get it all out of my head so that I can process what is going onContinue reading “Revelations of Mine”
Confusion
Have you ever been confused about your role in life? I mean, have you ever had the feeling that you were living a life parallel to the life you are supposed to live? I know this sounds a bit strange to those who have not had this feeling come over you. However, for those ofContinue reading “Confusion”
My Chest
Today is one of those days that I would like to do over, but I know that I can’t. I am not going to dwell on that, but I do want to reflect on it. I spent most of my day in bed. It is now about 3 o’clock in the afternoon, and I amContinue reading “My Chest”
Tell Me What To Say
Do you ever have one of those moments where you want someone to just tell you what they want you to say? I mean, I want to say what the other person needs me to say in that moment. Most of the time, when faced with consoling a person who is grieving something, I seemContinue reading “Tell Me What To Say”
Planting is Hard Work
I had no idea that gardening was such hard work. I knew that it was work. And I knew that one can get a lot of fulfillment out of it. However, I had no idea that it would kick my rear end the way it has. It has been 90 plus degrees (Fahrenheit) here forContinue reading “Planting is Hard Work”
Such a Beautiful Day
Yesterday, my husband and I hosted a get together of his dad’s side of the family. Many of his various extended family members came by, some of which I had never met in the 12 years that we have been together. It is the first get together of his dad’s side of the family sinceContinue reading “Such a Beautiful Day”
Hitting the Wall
Today, I am hitting the wall. It is not the physical act of hitting a tangible wall. It is merely my body, in a sense, telling me to stop. I had chemo two days ago. As a precursor to chemo, I am given some “pre-meds”. This include Benedryl, Tylenol, and Prednisone. These medications help toContinue reading “Hitting the Wall”
Don’t Be Troubled By All The Noise
Recently, I have been going back to my notes section of my phone. Usually, while I am reading my Bible on my phone, I make a little note of something that God reveals to me. And usually, it’s something that I need to work on in my life. At the time of this particular note,Continue reading “Don’t Be Troubled By All The Noise”
